my mind, not yours.

PRINCESS NABS: AP.

anti-social…

thats how ive been feeling lately. maybe its because i dont really have money right now to be doing anything. idk. i hate feeling out of the picture. but my fiance and I can enjoy eachothers company every single night just staying home. but when i find out that my friends had/have so much fun at the club or some party I feel left out. hopefully if tyler gets this job, we will be spending more time with our friends when we should actually be saving up for our wedding.

Content.

For the time being i am very content. I’m happy with the way things are going with my family (except my grandfather being in the hospital) my fiancé is real close to getting hired at another job. I’m just taking things as they come. Dealing with the problems as best I can. Then moving on from them. Hopefully things will fall into place, if not then so be it. I will live and survive with no worries. If it was meant to be that way then that’s just the way it is.

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Q&A

hi tino!!! i misss you!

forgiveness.

im the type of person that if i get mad at you, ill be really mad at you. BUT i dont stay mad for long. i forgive easily, a little too easily sometimes. i forgive you for doing all the things that you did but i just hope that you learned your lesson. i want you to live your life happily but safely. what if the damage was much worst? you could have been hurt. i worry about you sometimes. but i know you wouldnt do anything stupid like that right? i love you just know that.

job hunting…

has been going okay so far for my fiance. he has two interviews so far this week one tomorrow and one on thursday. im hoping he wil do well in both so he will have the option to choose betwen the two jobs. we are beginning to be happy again. living a little stress free for now. good luck to him :)

Wow

shastoner:

I just have to say, I never knew how people could be so fake. I’m just amazed. Literally FLOORED.

Here I am thinking all these nice things, and just feeling so proud, when you just have this nasty personality. I mean, I knew how you were, but I never REALLY knew. I just wish EVERYONE could know how you really are!  

Goes to show who REAL friends are. Fake bitches. Good Bye.

I agree. Big time!

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Liar, liar, liar!

Dont you just hate liars?? Just come clean about it!

You know the truth about what you did. Stop lying to yourself and to your family. It’s annoying. I don’t trust you anymore. How can I? You lie!

@mndlynn

Yea we were seriously considering the military buy with the way the government/federal is right now idk if it would be the best choice. Your strong for being able to cope while he is away though. I mean I wouldn’t even feel complete. But I understand you guys have your little family and everything. At least you guys are good now ;)

Support.

I am so blessed to have such a supportive family. So here is what has been going on lately. My fiancé got fired from his job. It may not seem like a big deal to some of you but it was a big downer on us. The stress from losing a job is one of the worst obstacles a couple could/would need to overcome. Money isn’t what makes me love him but it does pay the bills. I mean I only work part time which isn’t even enough to pay half of our bills. Imagine if we had a kid. We would be up shits creek right now. But my parents have been amazing, I never would have thought that they would have been supportive or this supportive anyways. I guess it’s because they have been through struggle before and somewhat understand. anyways Tyler has been applying for jobs left and right. if anyone knows of any full time job openings (besides the military) right now please let me know:)