my mind, not yours.

anti-social…

thats how ive been feeling lately. maybe its because i dont really have money right now to be doing anything. idk. i hate feeling out of the picture. but my fiance and I can enjoy eachothers company every single night just staying home. but when i find out that my friends had/have so much fun at the club or some party I feel left out. hopefully if tyler gets this job, we will be spending more time with our friends when we should actually be saving up for our wedding.